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Sierra LaMar: Anatomy of a Search Day 85

Things have changed tremendously since Sierra LaMar disappeared on March 16. The green hills have given way to California gold. Hikers and mountain bikers now run the real risk of stumbling upon pot farms protected with booby traps and armed guards. An effervescent teen aged cheerleader may be reduced to remnants.

 

The search volunteers got a major morale boost this weekend. Sheriff’s deputies visited the search center to provide a series of specialized trainings. Their objectives were to ensure the safety of search volunteers, provide updated information on field evidence, and give an overview of the Sheriff’s water search efforts.

 

Sierra’s volunteers received training on how to spot and what to do in the event that they stumbled upon a marijuana grove.  A representative from The Coroner’s office outlined a grim new reality and the Sheriff’s dive team described the methodology and techniques utilized in the ongoing reservoir searches. Given recent developments in and around Morgan Hill, this turned out to be a timely convergence.

 

It’s not easy to search for a missing child. That’s why we don’t let children under 18-years of age participate in our field searches. Back in March, our volunteers were enthusiastic and hopeful amateurs.  Today, more than 3-months later they are seasoned veterans. They are no longer on trash detail, tagging every gum wrapper and discarded cigarette butt that crosses their path in the field. Many have embarked upon a dozen or more searches. They come to the Find Sierra Search Center grimly determined to resolve this case. They realize in their hearts and minds that the chances of finding Sierra awaiting rescue have diminished tremendously. Instead, they are looking for something else.

 

Marijuana (pot) is the most frequently used illicit drug in America. The majority of domestically grown pot is grown in California public lands. The proliferation of medical marijuana in California seems to have emboldened those who cultivate the crop. Since the sale of pot is so lucrative, growers take extreme measures to protect their crops, including booby traps and armed shootouts as was demonstrated in the Santa Cruz mountains only last week. Instead of locating their farms in remote and inaccessible areas as was done in the past, pot farms are popping up much closer to populated communities. This endangers hikers, picnickers, mountain bikers or anybody else who happens upon one of these illegal enterprises.

 

The 74-search volunteers that showed up last Saturday were given a crash course on pot farms 101. Signs of cultivation include litter such as food packaging, beer cans, and empty containers of fertilizers or insecticide. Well-worn human trails, cultivation supplies, check dams to act as reservoirs and black plastic irrigation pipes are also red flags that you may be encroaching upon a pot farm. Search volunteers now know that they are to stop, take careful note and leave the area if they happen upon a pot farm. They will mark the location on a map, describe their observations of the area or any people or vehicles involved, note the date and time and then notify law enforcement. Sometimes we all need to be reminded that we have the singular mission of finding Sierra.

 

Dive team members explained the methodology and hazards inherent in water searches. There is nothing glamorous about this work. The hazards are formidable as they trek in black water for any signs of a little girl. They get tangled in fishing lines and ropes. They come across old appliances, tires, even discarded cars. They explained how one diver will spot a point with one end of a rope while another diver holding the other end of the rope will circle an ever decreasing circumference until they meet. That they have covered 60-70 bodies of water, some more than once, under these tedious and treacherous conditions is a testament to their tenacity.

 

The presentation from the Coroner’s office was excruciating for many of our team members. A crash course in the recognition of human remains became a reality check for those clinging to the hope of locating Sierra alive. We now know what a body would look like at this point in time. We now understand life, and death from new perspectives. We now realize that hope can take many forms. We now understand commitment to a greater cause in the context of a new reality.

Sierra LaMar: Anatomy of a Search Day 84

Why do certain volunteers return time after time? In their own words.

 

“I am a mother and Sierra is everyone’s daughter.” Linda

 

“As a nurse, I am genuinely interested in public safety. As a human being, my heart goes out to victims and family members of those lost to atrocity. Random acts of kindness are necessary to keep communities living together in peace.” Jennifer

 

“My son was almost abducted at the age of 5. I thank God every day that he was not abducted and that I get to see him grow old.” Peg

 

“There are many reasons that bring me to the Sierra Search Center. Aside from all the beautiful smiles, endless hugs, and overwhelming feelings of Hope & Love…Sierra LaMar is the #1 reason for my continuous attendance.” Teresa

 

“I didn’t know about it til the second day. My friend told me about it and my sister brought me. I’ve been coming to volunteer ever since.” Arleen

 

“I’ve been through a similar situation and was fortunate to get my daughter back after 2 months. Now I need to come to help find Sierra.” Janetta

 

“I have daughters!!” Ed

 

“My reasons have changed since the first day I walked in the door. Initially, I began volunteering because in 2010 my 16 year old niece Jordan was killed in a drunk driving accident. I wanted to ‘pay it forward’ by helping. I am now here and feel very privileged o be given the honor of looking for Sierra.” 

“My heart is driven towards this cause. I see her YouTube videos of her silly dances, face gestures and it breaks my heart that she is not home yet with her family. When I see her parents I want to put together words to take away the grief in their faces, but I know the only thing I can do is keep assisting in trying to get their precious daughter home.” Emma

 

“Sierra is everyone’s daughter. I help because I don’t want the animal that did this to have any bargaining power. I do this because I want to see closure for the family.” Autumn

 

“I have 2 daughters. One is 2 days younger than Sierra. No family should ever have to go through this alone.” Renee

 

“To find Sierra! Yes, I am that way, plus I have the ‘Best’ search team here!” Doug

 

“I answered the call for Michelle Le in Hayward. Found that it touched a spot in my heart. I’m retired, I have the time and I actually enjoy the search.” Carolyn

 

“When they announced the first search date I knew in my heart that I wanted to help. I am only one person but I want to make a difference and end this family’s nightmare!” Erika

 

“Enough! I’d had enough of hearing about missing kids on the news while sitting on the sidelines. I’ve come to be so impressed and inspired by the heroes in the Bay Area…Those selfless volunteers that search the area, work in the office and auditorium and those wonderful ‘kitchen ladies.’” Roger

 

“Initially I felt an immediate connection to the case because I have two daughter’s ages 16 and 14, and also because we are newer to the area, just like Sierra.” Christie

 

“My reason for volunteering is a loss that I went through. My cousin was 16 and killed in a drunk driving accident. Though it’s not similar to Sierra I know the feeling of a loss. I love the new search family I’ve developed and I just want Sierra home.” Sandina

 

“I am a retired law enforcement officer and throughout those years of service my heart was always very troubled when I would hear of child abduction or a missing child. I prayed often for Sierra to be found and that God would be with her immediate family, giving them hope.” Tony

 

“I can’t imagine not knowing where my child is. When I saw in the paper that Sierra was missing, I came to see if I could help in any way. Now I come because I feel like Sierra is a part of my family.” Karah

 

“Sierra LaMar was my next door neighbor until September 2011, when she moved to Morgan Hill. When she disappeared, I had no doubt that I would be helping to bring Sierra home.” Carol

 

“My cousin goes to school, takes the same bus and is friends with Sierra. I showed up on the second day. Now I work inside the command center getting people signed up. We won’t give up and won’t stop till Sierra’s home.” Nikki

 

“I came to Morgan Hill as a young bride in 1960. This is my town. When one of our daughters goes missing and is hurt – we all hurt.” Loretta

 

“I’ve been considering helping with SAR since Sandra Cantu went missing in Tracy and Michelle Le went missing in Hayward. This time I thought I’d commit to helping out to find Sierra.” Bob

 

“I am retired from motorcycle accident. God open door on me and gave me the opportunity and strength to help find Sierra and bring her home safe. Don’t just read or just say…JUST DO IT!” Karl

 

“I am humbled to be in the company of heroes.” Marc Klaas